Tuesday, November 25, 2008

disaster




Hi, dear.
Any news from the prospect babysitter yet?
Saw my obstetrician today, Caesarean arranged for 22/12/08. She finally agreed to let me have it through gritted teeth. I hope she doesn't purposely do a bad job, make my scar ugly or anything like that. I wasn't pleased the date is so near my due date, but no choice, there isn't any earlier date available. So I guess that's the provisional DOB of my son! Less than 1 month to go.... So scared.... My life is gonna be permanently drastically changed....for the better, I hope
Have father decided on a few Chinese names for my (son)?
Been very busy, working long hrs 7days/week lately, but enough for now. Can't take it anymore, been feeling lethargic easily, backache etc. Not gonna accept anymore weekend jobs.
I tried making the yam cake using your recipe, it was a disaster. I added too little water, so it was really tough and hard, even broke the plastic fork i used to eat it! Forced myself to eat for 2days, then gave up and threw the rest away. maybe i'll try again, just once more.
Love,
Sis


Doh! this is tough.. everything u tell me to do is undone and i dunno how to tell u this. basically no nanny in malaysia is willing to take up the baby-sitting job in a shitty place like durham. it's so far and in a few months time uk foreign ministry will impose entry visa for all fellow malaysians. eer.. so u will have to take care of urself and the baby alone in the cold winter night.. wtf. this is disastraous!

and dun mention about dad. i think he has mastered the skill of self deception, the epic escapism. he still thinks benny boy is gonna to come back for the sake of the baby. duh ! wtf that mothafucker cares more about some fuckin sports car engine than his own baby. fuck him. and fuck his entire fucked up family too. which parents in thier right mind will advise the son to break up if his gf refuse to abort the baby right? and a 30 yr old doctor still receiving pocket money from the parents? this is insane.

yes, the baby's chinese name. dad is doing a bit of research on the art of naming. last week he told me he will conjure the name with 5 elements -metal,wood,water,fire,earth coz it represents eternity. ?????? since when dad is into alchemy !?eternity what? robbie williams ? u can imagine how shit it will sound right , ah kam?ah mook?ah shui? why not juz ah beng.

so how? how? how? how am i going to reply ur mail? and u think the cake is a disaster, this is calamity! damn messy.less than a month, fuck.think think think.



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